I pretty much have you caught up to current time now, I completed Locktober and broke my old record of 105 day locked and denied. As of today it has been 109 days since my last orgasm and I’m not 100% sure of how much longer I have to wait.
I knew Mistress wouldn’t let me out the day I set a new record, she always gives me that extra push to show that she decides when. On top of that her monthly visitor arrived the following day, kind of ironic since that’s what pushed me into overtime on the 100 day challenge. After a few too many drinks a few nights ago I managed to get Mistress to reveal some details and she doesn’t plan on pushing me past 30 more days depending on my behaviour. I was a bit shocked by that but I should of seen it coming after a previous conversation about a week ago.
Mistress does enjoy having me locked up and controlling my orgasms or keeping me denied but she also enjoys bringing me pleasure and most importantly being able to have access to “her property “ when she wants it. The 100 day challenge was tough on her and she did not like not being able to play with her property or have sex when she wanted to. That’s why chastity and denial was so off and on in our past and I had to request stuff like the 100 day challenge or male chastity day, but recently that has changed apparently. She confessed to me that she has been handling my denial better lately and isn’t as concerned about my pleasures or having sex. I was caught off guard by that and it seemed like a night and day change to me but after looking back on the year and writing these posts I can see how I didn’t notice these changes. These changes probably stemmed from something I requested over a year ago but I’ll get to that in my next post.
Recently most of our play sessions have been focused on Mistress and I rarely receive attention, she still holds and touches me just not as often or as much in sexual manner. It’s almost like our 10% rule also determines how often I get teased, I don’t know if that is planned by Mistress or just a coincidence. I’m not complaining about the lack of attention towards me since I still get aroused by bringing Mistress pleasure, I enjoy feeling and listening to how turned on she gets and it’s not like she is just laying there like a star fish. By not receiving as much attention or teases I haven’t had as many accidents (cuming without permission) besides wet dreams and it also keeps me away from my “breaking point” when I want to end chastity and denial. I once read that chastity doesn’t actually start or get real until you want it to end so maybe it’s not a good thing that I’m not finding my breaking point as much. I’ve often felt that I could probably handle more than what Mistress is willing to dish out but I might finally be finding out that isn’t the case. Carful what you wish for, don’t bite off more than you can chew and don’t count your chickens before the eggs hatch pretty much sums up my future right now!
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