I use to think it wasn’t possible, eventually an accident is bound to happen unless you are also partaking in full time denial of all forms of attention, even than your body knows when its time to empty and a wet dream should occur. Is a wet dream actually an orgasm or just a release of fluid? I’ve had several in my life and most of them have been as an adult after starting chastity and denial. Some dreams are really vivid and I remember exactly what happened leading up to and including the release and wake up almost instantly to the wet spot, others I don’t remember and sleep until my alarm goes off and I’m surprised to be laying in a half dried wet spot. I don’t know if I actually feel like I had an orgasm when I wake up from a vivid dream but I know my frustration disappears but it doesn’t take much teasing to refresh that frustration, the same applies to the non vivid dreams. Without being able to wake up right at the point of the orgasm in your dream you’ll never know if you actually experience the feelings/contractions of an orgasm. Maybe studies have been done trying to prove that but I haven’t really researched it that much to know so my opinion is a wet dream isn’t an orgasm.
My second point is if permanent orgasm denial is even possible without 100% desirability? With short term or long term denial it’s like the carrot and the stick, the carrot is your reward (orgasm) and the stick is what you endure to get the reward (tease, denial and frustration). So if you know you will never get that carrot is it still desirable? If both partners don’t have the same mind set with 100% desirability eventually the partner that is being denied will give up hope and find away to achieve orgasm. No matter how good or expensive the chastity device is it can’t prevent an orgasm if someone is determined enough. But can your mind be conditioned to accept it, will eventually the carrot turn from getting an orgasm to just being content with the tease and attention? That’s what I’ve found myself wondering lately.
I don’t think I’ve ever desired permanent orgasm denial, I may have fantasized about it but since I didn’t think it was possible I didn’t desire it or give it a lot of thought. I never really gave it thought until Mistress gave me her definition of full time chastity and that’s when I started wondering if it could be a possibility for me. I still don’t think I actually desire permanent orgasm denial but I know if I want full time chastity I’ll most likely have to take permanent orgasm denial with it. I’ve really tried to open up to the concept just in case and one of the questions I asked myself was if I knew I would never get another orgasm, would I want to know that prior to my last orgasm? If you didn’t know you had your last orgasm ever you could still look forward to the possibility of another, on the other hand would it be easier to handle if you knew you already had your last orgasm? Than I started asking myself what exactly is my carrot? I don’t know if I really found answers to my questions so as stated in my last post I’m just going to play this out and see what Mistress has in store for me, for all I know maybe I have already had my last orgasm ever.
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