My bargaining chip

Well over a year ago we were playing around in bed, once again I was little spoon and Mistress was playing with my nipples. I’ve stated that my nipples are a big erogenous zone so they usually get a lot of attention in the form of mainly pinching and biting. I like to be little spoon for several reasons but mainly it just feels more submissive. Mistress can lay higher up than me and it gives a towering or overpowering sensation, her touches seem to control my movements, if she runs her hands down my back I tend to arch my back , if she grabs my hips or nipples I tend to spoon in closer, if she pulls on my nipples I stick my chest out and if she pulls my hair I tilt my head back. It’s almost like I’m her puppet.

This particular day she had me extra aroused and my body movements were more profound. As she pulled on my nipples my whole torso would thrust away from her. To counter this reaction Mistress put her leg over me which held me close but also worked to tease her cock. If I’m too close to the edge I will try to turtle instead of asking Mistress to stop or slow down. Well today I had nowhere to turtle to because I was already held close to Mistress , but she knew I was close to the edge from my attempt.  Mistress doesn’t like it when I try to turtle and she will usually just tell me to ask her nicely to stop but this time she read the sign and slowed things down but with a warning. She straight out told me if a came on her leg I would be cleaning it up with my mouth!

This took me by total surprise, Mistress hasn’t even hinted at this before. I know it’s common for most male submissives to clean up their mess this way and I know Mistress has also done some research in the past so there is a good chance she learned that. But over our years of playing with tease and denial she had never brought it up until now.

The tease continued with her leg over top of me and she kept reminding me of what would happen if I came on her. She asked me if I have ever tasted my own cum and than told me that today might be the day I taste it. To make a long story short I didn’t cum on her leg, and to this day I haven’t had to clean up my mess yet.

So that day I found out that Mistress wants me to eat my own cum but she doesn’t want to force or order me to do it. She is more less keeping it for a punishment or until I’m so desperate that I’m willing to clean up my mess. So it has now become a rule that if I ever cum on Mistresses leg I will have to cross that bridge of cleaning up my own mess.  I thought I’d be able to use this to my advantage and end denial periods when I really want to have an orgasm.

In our most recent go round with denial Mistress teased me to the extent that I was so desperate to cum that I actually asked Mistress if I could cum on her leg. I was so horny I was willing to pay that price for an orgasm. To my surprise Mistress shot me down so I guess I was wrong about having a bargaining chip. I was frustrated that I wasn’t allowed to cum but the next day I was happy that Mistress kept her foot down about denial and really happy that I still haven’t tasted my own cum!