Saturday, 19 December 2020

Unknown duration

 I’ve been locked back up for just over 2 weeks now and haven’t had an orgasm in about 3 weeks, I have no clue how long this stretch will be. 

 Mistress likes to use the element of surprise in her favour and rarely tells me exactly what’s going through her mind. She’s been doing this almost the entire time we’ve been playing with chastity and denial and I just can’t get use to it no matter how hard I try.  My way of dealing with it was to always plan for the worst, that was easy back in the day when my longest stretch of chastity and denial was only 30-40 days. But now that I’ve cleared 100 days I find it harder to plan for the worst. I tend to go on what I call “fishing trips” and get what ever little information I can out of Mistress, but sometimes I can’t even get a bite! 

 We had a talk the other night about clarity of duration and I explained to Mistress that I like having a rough idea of how long she’s thinking but I don’t want an exact time frame. If I had an exact time frame it would seem too scheduled and Mistress might feel obligated to stick to that date even if she had a change of mind.  I went on to say even if I had a minimum time frame it would probably help me handle the situation better. Her example to that was “ so I could tell you that you are going to be locked up for at least 20 days even if I was actually thinking more like 6 months, and that would still help you?” All I could really say to that was “ well it would help me get through the first 20 days I guess”. Than she went on to talk about how she thinks I enjoy being pushed and setting new records more than I actually like orgasms. I had to agree with her, I like working towards a goal and essentially the orgasm is just my reward for reaching my goal. 

 So now here I am wondering if her example was just hypothetical or if it was intended to be a hint of what’s ahead of me.  Usually she gives me a decent break between challenges or setting records before we move onto the next challenge. But I guess I was the one that cut this break short. If it’s going to turn into challenge after challenge my amount of orgasms are going to drastically drop and my time in chastity will almost be full time.  As always I just have to wait and see or learn how to bait my hook better on my next fishing trip! 

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