Unknown duration

 I’ve been locked back up for just over 2 weeks now and haven’t had an orgasm in about 3 weeks, I have no clue how long this stretch will be. 

 Mistress likes to use the element of surprise in her favour and rarely tells me exactly what’s going through her mind. She’s been doing this almost the entire time we’ve been playing with chastity and denial and I just can’t get use to it no matter how hard I try.  My way of dealing with it was to always plan for the worst, that was easy back in the day when my longest stretch of chastity and denial was only 30-40 days. But now that I’ve cleared 100 days I find it harder to plan for the worst. I tend to go on what I call “fishing trips” and get what ever little information I can out of Mistress, but sometimes I can’t even get a bite! 

 We had a talk the other night about clarity of duration and I explained to Mistress that I like having a rough idea of how long she’s thinking but I don’t want an exact time frame. If I had an exact time frame it would seem too scheduled and Mistress might feel obligated to stick to that date even if she had a change of mind.  I went on to say even if I had a minimum time frame it would probably help me handle the situation better. Her example to that was “ so I could tell you that you are going to be locked up for at least 20 days even if I was actually thinking more like 6 months, and that would still help you?” All I could really say to that was “ well it would help me get through the first 20 days I guess”. Than she went on to talk about how she thinks I enjoy being pushed and setting new records more than I actually like orgasms. I had to agree with her, I like working towards a goal and essentially the orgasm is just my reward for reaching my goal. 

 So now here I am wondering if her example was just hypothetical or if it was intended to be a hint of what’s ahead of me.  Usually she gives me a decent break between challenges or setting records before we move onto the next challenge. But I guess I was the one that cut this break short. If it’s going to turn into challenge after challenge my amount of orgasms are going to drastically drop and my time in chastity will almost be full time.  As always I just have to wait and see or learn how to bait my hook better on my next fishing trip! 

Locked up again.

 After having two weeks of freedom I’m safely locked back in my cage again. I think I started to miss my cage after only 1 week of freedom and after having an accident with minimal direct contact to Mistresses property I convinced her it might be better off to have me locked back up again. 

 Mistress had no intentions of locking me back up this soon, she was going to leave me free until after the holiday season. The day after my accident I suggested locking back up but Mistress thought that would be going easy on me and that we should be using this freedom time to work on my control. We got into a lengthy conversation a few nights ago ( after several adult beverages) and that’s when Mistress changed her mind on my freedom status. Due to the amount of beverages I can’t really remember the exact things said that made her change her mind but I do remember talking about my hair trigger and how much work it would actually take to get my control back to where it use to be.  

 My buffer zone is gone but I only need to give Mistress one more orgasm before I am eligible for another of my own. I was hoping to save that one for later in the month and if I worked hard enough I might be able to earn another one before the year is over. Just because I earn or am eligible for those orgasms doesn’t mean that Mistress has to grant them, for all I know I’ve already had my last orgasm of the year.  No actual time frame or duration was discussed about this lock up so I just need to settle in for the long haul and plan for the worst.