Day 50.

Potentially half way done my challenge and 11 days away from a new personal best.

There isn’t much to write about since normal life has been really hectic lately. We are kind of in a play time drought right now. We have only played once in the last couple weeks and it was more of a “ give me an orgasm real quick while the baby is asleep” situation. Nothing too special a bit of foreplay to moisten things up , than rub Mistresses clit until she came. I received a bit of attention in the process and that’s all it took too drain out some pre-cum or chastity tears as I call them. Chastity tears is still the only form of release I’ve had so far which really shocks me, I thought by now I would of had a wet dream but maybe Mistress has put a scare in me about that.

I’ve been a really good boy lately, going over and above all my required chores and also taking on daddy duties. Mistress has noticed this and thanked me several times but I haven’t got much of a reward or even praise for it. A few weeks back Mistress kind of bribed me by saying “ if your a good boy all week I’ll put on something visually stimulating for your spankings”. Well I was good and she did, it was a black corset and thong.  It was sexy but she has way better outfits in her collection, I didn’t expect her best since my behaviour was only good not great. I’d say my behaviour has been between great and excellent for almost 3 weeks now and the lingerie drawer hasn’t opened up. I know I shouldn’t expect rewards for my behaviour but I’m starting to feel that all my hard work has got me nothing. Sure I’ve got verbal thank you and appreciations but after weeks of well above good behaviour I feel I need more than that as incentive to keep it up.

I don’t want this to turn into a big rant so I better wrap this post up. Thank you for letting me vent to you and hopefully I can write about something less negative in the near future. Please feel free to comment, I’d like to hear some feedback and if for some reason the comment section isn’t working let me know on OD ( I’m pretty sure that’s how all you readers found out about this blog).