I’ve been locked up since the beginning of December and my last orgasm was 7 weeks ago. I still dunno how long Mistress will push me to go or if she even has any real plans. The only information that Mistress has given me is that it won’t be any time soon.
I’ve been trying my hardest this year not to fish for any information or say anything that might influence a decision by Mistress. Along with that I’m also trying not to ask for an orgasm. My mind set to that is when Mistress wants to unlock me or allow an orgasm it will be 100% her decision.
Most of our play time lately has been mainly directed to Mistress which keeps my teasing to a minimum. I receive enough attention to get/keep me aroused but not enough to push me to the edge. There has been play sessions when I don’t receive any sexual attention at all but I still get aroused just from being able to pleasure Mistress. By avoiding the edge I haven’t had as many accidents/ unauthorized orgasms as in the past and that is the main factor for bringing my orgasm count down so much last year.
I’m not too sure what to expect from this year. I don’t see me being allowed to have more orgasms than last year (11) but I don’t think that number will significantly drop either. I’m still hoping for double digits but I honestly don’t know what Mistress will allow. We still have our 10 to 1 ratio and I’m allowed to carry over the unclaimed orgasms from last year, with the carry over I’m almost eligible for 2 orgasms. I would like to set a new record this year but I’m trying not to ask for it. If Mistress pushes me close to my current record of 17 weeks on her own I might break down and ask to set a new record.
