Day 87

Today marks 87days since my last orgasm. There still isn’t anything overly exciting to write about. Play time has been very minimal with our busy schedule.

 I’ve got back to working on my chore list and I almost have everything completed, I’m sure I’ll have it done in the next 13 days. Working on my list has helped take my mind off sexual thoughts so that has made things a little easier for me. I still wake up every morning and the first thing on my mind is what day it is and how many more days to go.

 I’m still not sure where Mistress stands on an end date, last night she made reference to 120 days. She more less said by the time I make it to 100 days another 20 days won’t seem that bad. I’m pretty sure she was just joking but even if she was serious I handled it pretty good. I was excepting of the idea and didn’t complain about it. I said I was willing to stay locked up longer if she wanted but I’d appreciate it if she tried to give me an orgasm while still locked up. Her mind instantly went to anal and I explained to her that my main goal was to avoid an orgasm from direct penis attention. There’s been days when I thought I was close to having an orgasm from her just playing with my nipples and the other bits of attention I get. Chances are if it does happen it will most likely result in a ruined orgasm but at this point that’s better than nothing.

 I’m very curious to see what Mistress decides to do about this situation. Part of me still wants her to keep pushing me and other parts of me just wants it to be over. As always only time will tell, 13 days to go!

Day 72 of round 2

Nothing too special to write about. I’d say I’ve handled this attempt very well but there hasn’t been nearly as much teasing as I’m use to. With our busy life and the time of year play time has been very minimal.

I couldn’t  resist and did some fishing the other day.  It doesn’t sound like Mistress is going to push me past 100 days but I could be wrong. More less all she said was I could start asking for permission to cum in 30 days, but that doesn’t mean she is going to grant it.

I honestly don’t know where I stand right now on stopping at 100 days. I feel like I could go longer but that’s mainly because I haven’t been teased to a crazy extent. After 100 days the next major milestone would be half a year and I think that’s biting off more than I can chew, another 82.5 days on top of the 100. Even if I wanted to go to that extent the choice is up to me.

Anyways I just wanted to check in and let you readers know I’m still going and haven’t failed yet. Hopefully next time I check in I’ll have something more exciting to write about.