On day 105 or 15 weeks Mistress let me cum!
Saturday afternoon we had a chance to slip away for some play time when the little one went down for a nap. We stripped down and jumped into bed than got right to the typical foreplay. It didn’t take long to get me worked up but I knew I had to hold off until Mistress had her orgasm. I did my turtle move where I either back away from Mistress or roll half on to my stomach to prevent her from touching me to buy me some time. She got the hint and stopped touching me and I began to start working on her orgasm manually. It didn’t take much rubbing to get her worked up and close to the edge and that’s when the baby monitor started going off.
At that point my first thought was I should just finish Mistress off and wait until later to have my turn. I continued to rub Mistress and the baby monitor went silent, with in minutes I brought Mistress to her first orgasm. It seemed like the minute she started playing with me the baby monitor was going off again. They weren’t cry’s or screams coming from the monitor so we decided to play through it. Once again I had thoughts of just stopping play and getting my turn later but I could tell Mistress was close to another orgasm. As Mistress neared the edge she started jerking me faster and instructed me to cum with her, that was the point of no return and I let out 105 days of build up.
To be completely honest I don’t think the wait was worth it, sure I enjoyed myself but it wasn’t anywhere near the best orgasm of my life. Due to it being a time sensitive manner I didn’t fight things, I just let it happen instead. I wish we would of had more time so I could of rode the edge longer instead of just rushing to it and falling off, I can’t even say I jumped off the edge. But when Mistress tell me to cum I cum, it definitely is a trigger trained in my head. I can be miles away from the edge and when she says cum with me it’s an instant dash to the finish line.
Nothing has been said about what’s next for me, I’m currently unlocked and Mistress said she would let me enjoy a few days of freedom. I don’t expect to be locked up until she gets to enjoy some actual penetrating sex. I’m content with taking a little break as long as we don’t fall into another vanilla slump. As always only time will tell.
Monday, 11 February 2019
Tuesday, 5 February 2019
Challenge completed!
I have now successfully gone 100 days without an orgasm! There is no big finish to write about yet as I am getting pushed into overtime for reasons I did not think of or take into consideration.
Mistress didn’t say anything all yesterday morning about completing my 100 days and than out of the blue she announced to me that it is that time of the month. She apologised for the timing of things and went on to tell me how proud she is of me. I let her know she didn’t have to apologised for the timing of things and there is nothing we could do about it.
Ladies first is a golden rule in our house, which means if Mistress doesn’t have an orgasm than I don’t get an orgasm. There still is special occasions when she will give me an orgasm without hers first or at all but those times are few and far between. I’m very proud of her for keeping her foot down and sticking to this rule even though I see this as a very special occasion that deserves reward. I would of preferred her to push me past 100 days just because she wanted to ( or just because she can) rather than her body making that decision for her, but it still shows power and control by enforcing the lady’s first rule.
In the past we have played during that time of the month but only on light days and when Mistress is in the right mood. As of right now I am just planning for the worst and excepting the fact that I have another week to go. I’ve lasted this long so what’s another 7 days.
Mistress didn’t say anything all yesterday morning about completing my 100 days and than out of the blue she announced to me that it is that time of the month. She apologised for the timing of things and went on to tell me how proud she is of me. I let her know she didn’t have to apologised for the timing of things and there is nothing we could do about it.
Ladies first is a golden rule in our house, which means if Mistress doesn’t have an orgasm than I don’t get an orgasm. There still is special occasions when she will give me an orgasm without hers first or at all but those times are few and far between. I’m very proud of her for keeping her foot down and sticking to this rule even though I see this as a very special occasion that deserves reward. I would of preferred her to push me past 100 days just because she wanted to ( or just because she can) rather than her body making that decision for her, but it still shows power and control by enforcing the lady’s first rule.
In the past we have played during that time of the month but only on light days and when Mistress is in the right mood. As of right now I am just planning for the worst and excepting the fact that I have another week to go. I’ve lasted this long so what’s another 7 days.
Sunday, 3 February 2019
Day 99
One more day to go and I’ve completed my challenge. I still don’t know if that means it will be over or not. Mistress keeps pretty hush hush about her thoughts or plans so I don’t know what tomorrow will bring for me.
She has ramped up the teasing in this last week. We have found time to play a few times and she has left me bagging for relief. I even broke down and asked her for her strap-on but she turned me down and said “we won’t be risking that this close to the end, I’m sure you can wait a few more days for it”. Her teasing isn’t just in the bedroom, yesterday she was doing dishes in a white tank top ( without a bra on) and started to rub her wet hands on her breasts. She made sure to get her top wet enough so it was see through and played with her nipples to make them perky. She is also making sure it’s know when she is wearing sexy panties by giving me a quick flash or making sure I’m present when she gets dressed.
The other night before bed she said she wanted to play but didn’t want to make things any worse for me. I told her she shouldn’t be denying her self pleasure because of my situation and that I had no issues with pleasuring her. It was like a switch went off and she turned from caring considerate wife into cruel cock teasing Mistress. She instantly went for my nipples and began to tease me, even when I was pleasuring her she made sure to give me the most attention as possible. I’m not sure how long we fooled around for but it seemed like hours, I was sure glad to go for a long walk after that to calm things down!
I have had weak moments lately where I just want to give up and be able to cum, but Mistress has been strong and making sure I reach our goal. I’m not too sure what will happen after the goal is achieved, I’m guessing a break from chastity and denial. I’m sure Mistress will want to make up for all the sex she has missed out on. I just hope if we do take a break Mistress will continue to play with her power in other ways and not let us fall into a vanilla slump.
I have had weak moments lately where I just want to give up and be able to cum, but Mistress has been strong and making sure I reach our goal. I’m not too sure what will happen after the goal is achieved, I’m guessing a break from chastity and denial. I’m sure Mistress will want to make up for all the sex she has missed out on. I just hope if we do take a break Mistress will continue to play with her power in other ways and not let us fall into a vanilla slump.
Tuesday, 22 January 2019
Day 87
Today marks 87days since my last orgasm. There still isn’t anything overly exciting to write about. Play time has been very minimal with our busy schedule.
I’ve got back to working on my chore list and I almost have everything completed, I’m sure I’ll have it done in the next 13 days. Working on my list has helped take my mind off sexual thoughts so that has made things a little easier for me. I still wake up every morning and the first thing on my mind is what day it is and how many more days to go.
I’m still not sure where Mistress stands on an end date, last night she made reference to 120 days. She more less said by the time I make it to 100 days another 20 days won’t seem that bad. I’m pretty sure she was just joking but even if she was serious I handled it pretty good. I was excepting of the idea and didn’t complain about it. I said I was willing to stay locked up longer if she wanted but I’d appreciate it if she tried to give me an orgasm while still locked up. Her mind instantly went to anal and I explained to her that my main goal was to avoid an orgasm from direct penis attention. There’s been days when I thought I was close to having an orgasm from her just playing with my nipples and the other bits of attention I get. Chances are if it does happen it will most likely result in a ruined orgasm but at this point that’s better than nothing.
I’m very curious to see what Mistress decides to do about this situation. Part of me still wants her to keep pushing me and other parts of me just wants it to be over. As always only time will tell, 13 days to go!
I’ve got back to working on my chore list and I almost have everything completed, I’m sure I’ll have it done in the next 13 days. Working on my list has helped take my mind off sexual thoughts so that has made things a little easier for me. I still wake up every morning and the first thing on my mind is what day it is and how many more days to go.
I’m still not sure where Mistress stands on an end date, last night she made reference to 120 days. She more less said by the time I make it to 100 days another 20 days won’t seem that bad. I’m pretty sure she was just joking but even if she was serious I handled it pretty good. I was excepting of the idea and didn’t complain about it. I said I was willing to stay locked up longer if she wanted but I’d appreciate it if she tried to give me an orgasm while still locked up. Her mind instantly went to anal and I explained to her that my main goal was to avoid an orgasm from direct penis attention. There’s been days when I thought I was close to having an orgasm from her just playing with my nipples and the other bits of attention I get. Chances are if it does happen it will most likely result in a ruined orgasm but at this point that’s better than nothing.
I’m very curious to see what Mistress decides to do about this situation. Part of me still wants her to keep pushing me and other parts of me just wants it to be over. As always only time will tell, 13 days to go!
Tuesday, 8 January 2019
Day 72 of round 2
Nothing too special to write about. I’d say I’ve handled this attempt very well but there hasn’t been nearly as much teasing as I’m use to. With our busy life and the time of year play time has been very minimal.
I couldn’t resist and did some fishing the other day. It doesn’t sound like Mistress is going to push me past 100 days but I could be wrong. More less all she said was I could start asking for permission to cum in 30 days, but that doesn’t mean she is going to grant it.
I honestly don’t know where I stand right now on stopping at 100 days. I feel like I could go longer but that’s mainly because I haven’t been teased to a crazy extent. After 100 days the next major milestone would be half a year and I think that’s biting off more than I can chew, another 82.5 days on top of the 100. Even if I wanted to go to that extent the choice is up to me.
Anyways I just wanted to check in and let you readers know I’m still going and haven’t failed yet. Hopefully next time I check in I’ll have something more exciting to write about.
I couldn’t resist and did some fishing the other day. It doesn’t sound like Mistress is going to push me past 100 days but I could be wrong. More less all she said was I could start asking for permission to cum in 30 days, but that doesn’t mean she is going to grant it.
I honestly don’t know where I stand right now on stopping at 100 days. I feel like I could go longer but that’s mainly because I haven’t been teased to a crazy extent. After 100 days the next major milestone would be half a year and I think that’s biting off more than I can chew, another 82.5 days on top of the 100. Even if I wanted to go to that extent the choice is up to me.
Anyways I just wanted to check in and let you readers know I’m still going and haven’t failed yet. Hopefully next time I check in I’ll have something more exciting to write about.
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